Where I grew up, we had two
seasons – summer and January 26th. So, real winter weather always
quickens my heart.
Friday
night I went to bed with a light flurry falling. Saturday I awoke to a world
transformed, a place where valleys had been lifted up and rough places made
plain by thick, blinding-white powder. Yesterday afternoon, Marianne and I went
to Persimmon Ridge to walk the slick, snow-covered trails. We bundled up
against the frigid air. We stepped high to keep snow from spilling into our
boots. Climbing one hill, I looked up. The sky arched above us like a
magnificent crystal bowl, so stunningly blue, so clear and cold it seemed that
a loud noise would shatter it and send the pieces clattering to earth like
coins spilling across a stone floor.
“Let’s
stop here for a minute,” I said. “I want to get a picture of this.”
Early yesterday, before the sky had cleared off to that
brilliant blue, I took note of another gift of a snowy day: the silence. Usually
when we walk outdoors in Jonesborough, the din of traffic out on 11E reminds us
that we live in a world beset by ceaseless busyness. We rush and push,
desperate not to miss something, afraid to come in a lowly second or third. But
when snow falls thick as grace, and stops us alive in our tracks, our busyness often
slows enough to allow us to sit still and to witness anew the beauty of God’s
good creation. And to play in it. In the snow, adults often become like children.
Perhaps
one of the more devastating effects of our separation from God is the way we
tend to fill the voids in our lives with noisy stuff and perpetual motion. But sitting
still and quiet in the presence of God can be quite difficult. I often try to
force my way into silence, and when I do, I burden it. My mind races with
things I ought to be thinking and doing.
But silence is like God’s presence. It’s something we enter like a sanctuary.
We ease into its arms. It enlivens us with new awareness of and appreciation
for the gentle ways that God speaks and moves in the world.
When winter snows us in and slows us down, grace helps us to
hear God inviting us to let go of the clutter, all the urgent distractions that
leave our lives rutted with deep valleys and ragged with roughness. And who
knows? Maybe we will even find the stillness so life-giving and renewing that
we will discover ways to lay aside our frenetic comings and goings each day, at
least long enough to feel the presence of God falling around us like snow.
Life in the Spirit is not all wintry playfulness and awe, of
course, but it is a foretaste of eternity.
Having learned the blessings of silence and stillness, David
wrote these words:
Psalm 23
1The Lord is my shepherd,
I
shall not want.
2He makes me lie down in green pastures;
he
leads me beside still waters;
3he
restores my soul.
He leads me in right paths
for his name’s sake.
4Even though I walk through the darkest valley,
I
fear no evil;
for
you are with me;
your rod and your staff –
they comfort me.
5You prepare a table before me in the presence of my
enemies;
you anoint
my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
6Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days
of my life,
and
I shall dwell in the house of the Lord
my whole life long.
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