“Mystic Fear”
Psalm 111
Allen Huff
Jonesborough Presbyterian Church
8/23/15
In chapter
nine of his book A Generous Orthodoxy, Brian McLaren quotes a Walter
Brueggemann essay entitled, “Poetry in a Prose-Flattened World.” In that essay
Brueggemann writes: “The gospel is…a truth widely held, but a truth greatly
reduced. It is a truth that has been flattened, trivialized, and rendered
inane. Partly, the gospel is simply an old habit among us, neither valued nor
questioned. But more than that, our technical way of thinking reduces mystery
to problem, transforms assurance into certitude, [and] revises quality into
quantity…”1
Throughout
chapter nine, McLaren carefully exposes the faith community’s understandable
tendency to rely on the tangible and repeatable technicalities of reason to
bring some kind of order to the wildly varied ideas about that subjective Truth
some of us choose to call God. But God
defies reason.
As an unverifiable reality, God cannot
be explained through logic. The best we can do is to express our encounters and
involvements with God. Nor is God containable. God cannot be housed, only
inhabited. And to do that, say McLaren, Brueggemann, and others, we need the poet,
the psalmist, the artist.
About a century ago, G. K.
Chesterton wrote: “The poet only asks to get his head in the heavens. It is the
logician who seeks to get the heavens into his head. And…his head…splits.”2
Brueggemann adds that when we try to reduce God to a manageable project, “There
is then no danger, no energy, no possibility, no opening for newness!3
The poet behind Psalm 111 would probably say that when one tries to reduce God
to something reasonable and manageable, there is no “fear.” And without that
poetic, mystic fear, there can be no wisdom.
Collectively, psalmists demonstrate
that the appropriate response to the Mystery called God is not logically-argued
doctrines, but lively praise. And praise takes many forms. It is far more than
soaring Alleluias. As books like
Genesis and Exodus, Samuel and Kings, and all four gospels illustrate, sacred
storytelling is memorable and transforming praise. Serving, witnessing, and loving
as we are loved also constitute praise. Whether offering celebration or lament,
psalmists and other spiritual poets praise God, as well.
Now, praise is not political
rhetoric screaming, “My god is greater than your god!” In its purest form,
praise expresses humble and grateful awe. It is that high road where we stand
before an incomprehensible Creator offering, as Anne Lamott says, the only
prayers that matter: Help! Thanks!
and Wow!4 Through praise we
put speech to speechlessness.
As speakers of praise, poets caress
words into images the way painters spread colors and textures onto canvas. So
when the psalmist suggests the odd pairing of “fear of the Lord” and the gift of wisdom, he asks us to imagine much more than feeling afraid and being
clever. He asks us to allow ourselves to be drawn to the very limits of human
experience. He invites us to stand right up close to the fire, to swim as far
from shore as we dare. He invites us to love our enemy, to pray for those who
persecute us, to lose everything about our lives that feels safe, secure, and
certain so that we might discover our true selves and our deepest and broadest
fullness.
The last twelve verses of the
Gospel of Mark, the so-called longer
ending, are almost universally recognized as an addition to the original
work. This addendum encourages the followers of Jesus to do irrational things like
handling deadly snakes and drinking poison. I will never commend such endeavors
as true devotion, but I am beginning to hear the poetry in them. They invite us
to imagine ourselves engaging the mystic fear that ushers us toward the limits
of trust. We may not survive all those limits, but only on such a journey do we
discover a truth without which we may never truly live.
Think of it this way: If our
primary objective as the Church is to get everyone to believe certain doctrines
and to be “good,” the most dangerous thing we will teach our kids to handle is
pizza! I cannot imagine the psalmist imaging junk food as the food God
provides for “those who fear him.”
The psalmist, like Jesus himself, invites
us to far more than mere “belief” in God. These and other mystics dare us to
live differently in, with, and for the Creation. They challenge us not simply
to regurgitate pious platitudes or to shovel money at causes. They dare us to
live dangerously. They goad us to discover joy and to share hope by following
the Spirit to the boundaries of personal comfort and common sense.
Don’t
just tell someone that God cares for widows and orphans, says Jesus. Show them! Go to the least of these. Listen
to them. Eat with them. Suffer with them. In person. And in my name.
In a “prose-flattened world,” we will
choose not to follow Jesus where he leads. We will choose, instead, to memorize
information and call that faith.
In a “prose-flattened world,” we will
not just rationalize entitlement and systematize prejudice, we will declare
that excess is a sign of God’s favor and that injustice reflects God’s judgment.
In a ‘prose-flattened world,” we will
settle into the reasonable illusions of safety, separateness, and certitude.
And we will call that “heaven.”
But God calls us to be poets in a suffering Kingdom of God. God
calls the Church to be a sign of shalom in the chaos. When people of faith isolate
ourselves inside comfortable, “prose-flattened” boundaries, our poetry loses
all substance. Praise, then, becomes a kind of denial – like a child sticking
his fingers in his ears and shouting, “I can’t hear you!”
The realm of mystic fear is the
realm of faith. In a life of mystic fear, we take all manner of chances for the
sake of both receiving and offering the kind of fearless Love embodied in Jesus
of Nazareth. Once again, it boils down to the Love called agape. When the
psalmist speaks of fear, he means self-emptying,
limit-testing, awestruck Love.
To live in Love with and for one another
in our suffering, and to live with and for the Creation in its suffering – this is to follow Jesus. This is to practice wisdom and to learn
true understanding.
1Brian D. McLaren, A
Generous Orthodoxy, Zondervan, 2004, pp.161-162.
2Ibid., p. 165.
3Ibid., p. 162.
4Anne Lamott, Help, Thanks, Wow: The Three Essential
Prayers, Riverhead, 2012.
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